Sunday, April 1, 2012

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Until when are You going to turn a deaf ear to the pleas of my heart, Lord? Until when are You going to ignore my prayers?

Took a picture of Aki today and it clearly showed that a large area of his eyes is gray already. This broke my heart yet again. I don't think I can ever forget this pain, it just gets numb for awhile, then resurrects at moments like this.

Sometimes, Lord, di ko talaga naiintindihan mga plano Mo. Di ko maintindihan ano tumatakbo sa isip Mo. But all I know is that there is no other way but to trust You.

Please please, if You won't give sight to my son, give him good health, emotional strength and wisdom instead. Amen.