Sunday, May 30, 2021

and the truth was revealed 😅

Me: (showing Iya my wedding ring) look at the engraving, it says "Darwin" and the date of our wedding



Iya: 10.02.08 so October 2 2008?

Me: yep!

Iya: but that can't be kasi kuya was born February 23 2009

Me: (hate where this is leading) eh ano naman?

Iya: diba after you get married, it takes years before you have a baby?

Me: (aha! A way out) di kaya. Ilang month lang ba ang baby inside a mommy's tummy? It doesn't take years naman so, sometimes, after marriage, the wife gets pregnant agad.

Iya: So, October... (starts counting fingers) November, December, January, February. FOUR MONTHS LANG YUN MAMA!!!

Me: 😳😵


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Iya: 1,772,136 points
Mama: 0 points

Saturday, May 29, 2021

homeschooling

Question: magbahagi ng karanasan mo ngayong pandemic

Aki: bawal lumabas, ang klase ko naging modules na lang

Me: tapos ano dapat yung laging suot? Yung nakatakip dito sa ilong mo? (Mask dapat)

Aki: pore strip?

😮🤣

Wednesday, May 26, 2021

Devotional

Sharing this wonderful devotional from the Bible app that I read today regarding forgiveness..

Sunday, May 23, 2021

fighting!!

Since you told me I was always sleeping, I'm happy to report that I've fought off laziness and sleepiness this weekend.
I only had like 1.5 hours of siesta and was very productive with our personal action items. Brought Iya and Miko to the dentist. Kuya and I were able to catch up on our school work (2 subjects to go!) I even made tuna carbonara for dinner! And squeezed in exercise time!

Thank You, Lord, for giving me strength this week. 

Friday, May 21, 2021

Slime

We made slime last night!!!

Oreo for ate

Strawberry milkshake for me

Unicorn bubble pop for Miko


Did you have fun? Coz I did!! ❤❤❤

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

sorry again

I was crappy last night again. Snapping over the noise the door makes. I'm sorry :(

Monday, May 17, 2021

:(

Last Saturday, I opened up to dad about this impulse-control disorder that I think I might have (not naming it here for now). I've noticed this since I was young, but it has become more evident now that I'm an adult.

I was so ashamed of myself because I didn't know how dad would react. But, to be honest, it felt really good knowing that he knows, and that I could talk to him when the impulse strikes again. I know this will help curb the impulse and I won't have to feel guilty afterwards.

Dad was, uhm, hesitant to believe. But in the end, he reminded me that everything will be ok and that I could talk to him about it.

Mental health is something I prioritize now. This thing is actually said to be associated with other impulsive disorders, anxiety and depression. I really pray that God cleanses you from all these geneological sicknesses. I hope you be mentally, physically and emotionally healthy. I will be here to support you and love you all the way.

Who will separate us from Christ’s love? Will we be separated by trouble, or distress, or harassment, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
Romans 8:35 CEB
https://bible.com/bible/37/rom.8.35.CEB

Sunday, May 16, 2021

....

Today you told me I sleep all the time. Like the whole day. And that I don't spend time with you.

I just want you to know that I'm trying. Trying my best to fight the battles within me.

I'm sorry guys... there are a lot of things I can do better at.

Friday, May 14, 2021

Mother's Day greeting

You guys sent me a video for Mother's Day this year --

"Hi mama! Thank you for loving us, taking care of us and letting us know that God loves us"

Hooray for affirmations!! Thank You, Lord, that above all things that I tried to teach my kids, it is Your love that is #1 in their minds. Thank You for showing me that I am doing the job You sent me here for. ❤

Thursday, May 13, 2021

John 14

This is the chapter pala where Jesus describes the Holy Trinity. I never really fully understood it -- how three personas are one. Here is what Jesus said:
   • Don’t you believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words I have spoken to you I don’t speak on my own. The Father who dwells in me does his works.
   • The Companion, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I told you.

Okay, I still don't fully understand it. But it is comforting to hear Jesus talk about it. A priest once said that humans are not capable of understanding the complexity of God's works. Kaya nga hindi tayo god diba? The trinity remains once of those mysteries that as Catholics, we continue to have faith in even when we don't fully understand.

One more thing I like about this chapter are the promises that Jesus said:
   • My Father’s house has room to spare. If that weren’t the case, would I have told you that I’m going to prepare a place for you? O diba, wala kang atras, Jesus really wants to be with you in heaven.
   • I will do whatever you ask for in my name, so that the Father can be glorified in the Son. When you ask me for anything in my name, I will do it. Kaya pala we say "In Jesus' name" when we pray
   • I won’t leave you as orphans. I will come to you. Soon the world will no longer see me, but you will see me. Wait, this comes with a bilin -- and I find it true for me, too, for when I'm gone. Jesus (or me) remains in you because... Whoever loves me will keep my word. That means, you should remain obedient to what the Lord (or I) taught you. Only then can you say that I remain in you.
   • and finally.... You have heard me tell you, ‘I’m going away and returning to you.’ If you loved me, you would be happy that I am going to the Father, because the Father is greater than me.

I do hope you read this chapter for yourself. Let me know what key learnings you got from it.

May 13 resolutioms

I read somewhere that New Year's resolutions usually does not work because people anchor their commitments to the New Year. If they miss a day or two of their commitment, they feel bad for themselves and give up entirely.

The article continues on to say -- screw that! Make a commitment to yourself, and if you fail to honor it, try again. Often times, we get so hard on ourselves for not keeping our resolutions that we fall back to the same, sometimes destructive, pattern. This resonated with me because, yeah, when I skip an exercise day or ate a lot of sweets, I do become hard on myself. But after reading that article, I try to be more conscious of how I talk to myself. I should be motivating instead of shaming myself.

So starting today, here are the things I would like to do on a daily basis. If I skip a day or two, forgive me please as I forgive myself, but I shall get up and try again the following day 😊
  •  say the rosary or hear mass
  •  study with Aki
  •  read books for self-growth
  •  read the Bible
  •  write an entry on this blog
  •  exercise

...and I'm leaving you with some reminders to speak kindly to yourself because I love you and God loves you even more. 😘